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2020-- left

It was the worst year I've ever had Know what? I lost many people whom I love so much in the year. I lost them. Either I remove them from my life or they remove me from their life. Perhaps they found the better one than me. I felt the truly heartbroken in the year, the real suffer and the scars deep inside my empth heart. Tbh, I love them so much from the bottom of my heart even if they don't love me but sadly I'm saying that I love them and I miss them. I miss the old them and old me.  I'm healing right now, in the process. but trust me, I still remember our memories and I can't. I  can't stop crying when the memories came into my mind especially in the midnight because I can't forget them.  But nowadays, I'm trying to heal and keep walking. And I slowly can stop asking 'why'. I pray the best for me, and for you. Thank you for existing and living with me even for a while. I appreciate those.  Last but not least, stay safe wherever you are :)
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Healing

Assalamualaikum and hello! 😸   How to heal? People always ask this question to me. To be honest, sometimes I do not have the answer for this question.  Nevermind. We go through the question. Again, how to heal? This is the answer: Healing. I keep telling myself no one can rescue me in healing, this is all on me. I slowly learning that even if I react, it won't change anything. It won't magically change their minds. Sometimes it's better to just let things be, let the people go, don't ask for explanations, don't chase answers and don't expect people to understand about the real you are. It's important to do what's the best for you, whether people approve of it or not. You know what's good for you and remember self love takes strength. Love yourself. And believe in me, time heals the pain you faced of. Soon, InshaAllah. Sabr :) Love ❤️, Melati
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Introduction

Welcome! 😸 Assalamualaikum and hello to all of you. First of all, I would like to give a big thanks to all of you for wasting your precious time to read my little nonsense blog. So today, I would like to introduce myself here. My given name starts with capital A and H. But people used to call me with the capital H or T. Okay, before you want to ask me why I put my name here as 'Melati', I'm the first one who will explain it. It is because, my name supposedly should be 'Melati' but my parents changed their minds and gave my name as my name now. So, I put Melati here because I don't want people to know who is actually me. Sounds not funny, but I don't care.  I am still studying right now in pure science and I like psychology and forensics. I used to dream to be a psychiatrist, clinical psychologist or maybe criminal forensics. Oh yeah, I live in Malaysia, somewhere in a state which starts with capital 'P'. I am a serious girl, but also can be a funny ...
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